just when you thought you had finally become friends
That was rough. Being strong is much much harder than it seems.
of course things start to go right then take the hugest turn
1 step forward 2 steps back
i’ve just been really depressed lately.
a lot of my friends are off at college/about to leave, and i really miss them. it just hurts a little more knowing that some of them don’t particularly miss me back.
i can’t bear thinking about next year this time when most of the rest of them leave.
then there’s grandpa. if there ever was a time for a God-sent miracle, it would be now. i’m praying with all my might. i don’t want to think about what will happen to grandma. she’s one of my best friends in the whole world. but i know 65 years of being with your true love is going to cause the worst heartbreak ever.
and mom knows that even 20 is bad enough.
school is also killing me. all of this really is just too much. does it even really matter in the long long long run?
i hate how some people just live the most fucking charmed life.
their biggest problem in life is that they’re having a bad hair day, or some other bullshit detail that will never matter.
they just have no clue